We used to do video sex and attempts at telepathy. She was far stronger than I in those days at what she called herself as a clair-sentient.

We were that close as lovers that she would feel ill if I was partying too much. I was working in China and playing in a rock band at weekends along with all the drinking that went with it. She was in the Philippines and inconstant Pranic training.

We are both Arhatic Yogis now and separated but still occasionally she comes through to me in either meditation or at certain moments.

We do distance healing on various people and I add her to my patients once a week because she is type 1 diabetic, but she won't communicate with me because I broke off our relationship due to other signs. But when you have been that intense you always bear a place in your heart for a former lover.

I hope that one day I will be able to re-join her.