We all have our self-doubts. I am 72 and still get them, yet have written 9 novels, run multi-million $ engineering projects worldwide, been lover of many beautiful souls, yet still worry about the large gap in my front teeth, the right eye that goes wandering when tired , from an old retinal wound, my tendency to put on weight.
I've decided at long last to be true to myself, to write truthfully all my feelings, to piss off conventional thoughts and grow old disgracefully. Maybe I'll finally make the fortune I've been seeking for years. Maybe I won't, but at least I'm finally doing what I should have all those years ago. Write poems from my heart, write stories and adventures of non-conventional characters.
Make love whenever I can and write about it with great open-minded partners. Which is how Sandra and I came together in our collaborations, you can read many of our naughty stories on Medium.
Do something similar, or even join in. Sandra gives me the basic brief, the kink even and I write them into an erotic tale. We're just publishing My Manager see www.brianandbyron.com
Love to you, Brian/Byron 😉😎👍