I guess in the end it was about loving yourself? I respect you for the choices you made, you did it on your terms. I've known escort girls who have enjoyed their work and some even marry their former customers, but they are mostly from the 3rd world. Some from the west also enjoy and some have come from an abusive home and are just doing it for independence, to get away from a past. Some even get a sympathetic client who feels for them and gives them a normal job at their business and takes care of them after feeling guilty about using them when they have got closer and found out about the past. I never judge people for their real choices, ones that they have made with confidence.