A difficult situation. You probably did the right thing in that situation. A bit of self-preservation, without going 'all the way' got you safe and back to the hotel.

He will think of you as a 'prick-teaser' in his warped reality, but fuck his feelings.

Don't get hung up on it Sarah, it obviously rankles your subconscious even now, but we've all done & said the wrong thing as part of growing older & wiser.